aefenglommung (aefenglommung) wrote,


I looked in the mirror today, and my face looked like a raccoon's: deep, dark mask around the eyes. I then realized that I not only felt tired, I looked tired.

I'm having some good days, wherein I'm getting a fair load shifted, but most days I can barely scrape by. I guess I still haven't got my strength back from last fall's hospitalization + Christmas madness.

Yesterday was busy, with a funeral and other running around. By evening, I was beat. This morning, I stayed in bed till past 10:00 a.m. Didn't even eat till past 1:00 p.m. And I've been dragging around, dead tired, since 5:30 or so.

Being tired also erodes my defenses against depression. I get down on myself and my optimism wanes. Hurry up, Spring! It's hard to wait.

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